Wednesday, 14 November 2012
Its been a very very long time. Have to admit, I've been scared to blog. Which is a real shame as this is my outlet. It's how I express myself, how I show the things in life that are sometimes hard and how I then start to see them from an outsiders point of view...for all the tough times I always know other people have it harder and I can then show humour in my blog for all the things I struggle with and see the lighter side.
I got divorced.
Hence the "break"
Cant really think of a way to cushion it for you except you probably knew when you were reading my blog that it wasn't all "recipes for success" and "knitting onesies for your loved ones"
I'm sorry. I'm shite at knitting. I can follow a recipe but it rarely leads to success.
I am, HOWEVER, pretty darn good at telling the truth.
Not quite sure where blogging boundaries lie legally, but blogging about my divorce just didn't sit right with me. I'm still not overly sure I can yet see the funny side. Or if there is one.
(Of course there IS ONE!!) Not involving the ACTUAL divorce itself...as that's SUPER UNFUNNY...but, seriously, I will be illuminating you in the future about what divorce solicitors letters SAY and my interpretation of either: 1) what they ACTUALLY mean and 2) How it SHOULD be written and what they mean. That provides no end of enjoyment to myself and my really quite amazing fantastic friends.
I was self repping. So bring on your stories...there is a very unjust system out there.
I would like to say a huge thanks to my friends. Both my "real life" friends who have put up with me. Either howling, whining, embittered, vengeful, pitiful, sorrowful, complete nasty horrible taking it out on them "i hate the world and you" type person I have been...and then for them to stick with me and know and have faith in me that I WILL come out the other side. That takes some stamina as a friend.
And to the people whose blogs I have read for inspiration or grounding, or just the fact I looked at my blog and NOT ONE of you left.
Self esteem takes time to build back up.
You have all helped.
I feel nearly, kind of, pretty much, maybe, just ready to shed some light on my new Notquitesupermom...butsingle...life.
I'm honored by your patience xx
Posted by Not Quite SuperMom at 13:58